Linthia

He's so sick and tired of this life he has to live, he can't understand all he has to give. He needs someone standing by his side He needs someone to save him from his own life No one knows what the future may hold but after a hurricane comes a rainbow. You can't go through life, living in doubt Nothing will happen if you just sit and pout So get up and take a chance See what there is to see you might find just who you are and who you want to be

I'm SICK of this being the caring one, the shy one the one who never speaks her mind the one in the bubble where she puts walls so she can't be hurt wanting to reach out and touch but draws back from fear. The one who is always alone Friends, none close Nobody who she can talk to So she sits at home all day, all alone miserable, in her bubble hiding her depression from her family as it comes in and out thinking all day of that one boy who you know she's never going to get just because she is too worried and can't get close all while hiding how she feels back in her heart

I watch the sun as it goes down. Throughout the day, this has been the moment I waited for. The colors fill the sky as the sun bids farewell; another end to another day. In the morning the journey will start anew, a beginning to another adventure, another chapter in the story. I seems syombolic, though I can't place my finger on how. I just need to make it through the night, then the world will awake. I will no longer be alone.